Sunday, March 20, 2005
Concerns
Some people are not gonna like me. There will be some people in this world for whom there is just no pleasing. This isn't really directed at anyone in particular, it's just something I feel I need to say.
I'm sorry, I guess I've been really stressed lately. Things between myself and Andrea have not been so great lately. I'm really hoping they can be worked out but it's only 50% up to me, now, isn't it?
But it's not just that... This is spring break week and guess what I'm doing? I'm working 36 hours and spending most of the rest of it on a project and other homework assignments that I'm very far behind on. I'll only get to see Andrea once during the week and then on the weekend, which really sucks.
There is so much stress this semester I can hardly take it lately. Between school, work, problems with friends, and now this, it's just been a terrible few weeks.
I really don't know why I'm writing this other than to say I'm tired. I know there are things I need to turn around, but that's something I have to figure out how to do on my own.
I look back on all the friends I've lost over the years and I wonder if they hate me. I often wonder what it is about me that drives people away like has happened so many times. Then I realize that I really don't care anymore. I'm sick of constantly having to defend myself to everyone.
But, such is life I suppose.
Andrea's and my 1-year anniversary is one week from today. I hope she and I can work things out soon.
PS I hit my head really hard on the fried product vat at work on Saturday. It hurt like hell.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
I don't know if you've checked your hotmail email recently, but you really should as soon as you see this post.
Thanks.
Monday, March 07, 2005
I haven't felt this bad in a really long time.
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