Sunday, January 04, 2004
So I have a bad cold. Sore throat, stuffy nose, the works. The snow isn't helping and tomorrow I shovel it and then work 11-7. Blah. I hate that shift. Also, tomorrow is January 5th, which is the anniversary of one of the most emotionally scarring days of my life. Bad stuff always happens to me in January, but the 5th is the day I usually feel the worst, just because of something that happened a long time ago. Although now that I look back on what happened from a third person perspective, I see how it was my own fault, I demanded too much and I lost a lot more than I ever should've because of how I acted. I wish I would've kept my mouth shut, I would've ended up a lot better off. If the person who this pertains to is both reading this and knows who they are, I must say I'm sorry. I handled myself poorly and I ruined what could've and SHOULD'VE been a very very good friendship. I know we can never attain that level of friendship again, even though I'd really like to try.
Oh well, live and learn I suppose. But then again, is it worth enduring this kind of pain just to learn something? I don't think it is, but I could be wrong.
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