Wednesday, April 28, 2004
So much has happened to me in the last six months I can't keep up with it. The most notable thing of course is Andrea... but even beyond that... involvements and complications at school; getting to know Matt and the other science majors better; watching things happen to my other friends; losing my advisor... damn. Everything was so static for so long and now everything is changing so fast.
When I started this blog it was kind of a replacement, or at least extension, for my private offline journal which I keep on my computer. There I would write down what I was thinking with no restraint. I needed a place where I could rant that I knew friends would be able to see. That helped a lot, and thank you to everyone who has been there for me.
I can honestly say that I feel like in the last few months my life has 180'ed. It's hard to believe sometimes - even sometimes when I'm with Andrea, I wonder, "Is this really real? I never thought it could be..." I don't think it has completely sunk in yet.
Of course between work and school I still do get depressed/pissed off, and rather easily I might add. But the fundamental difference is that now, underneath it all, I'm actually happy. The depression or anger is much more temporary now than ever. That's something I've wanted for a long time.
Speaking of things I've wanted for a long time, I got Kids in the Hall on DVD in the mail today! For those of you have been around long enough, that was on a list of three things I really wanted. I now have all three :)
Now it's back to the stress of all the schoolwork I have to do by the end of the year... This would be easier if certain people were AVAILABLE to work on projects when they said they'd be! Good thing I was invited to the chem club picnic last night or I would've sat outside someone's house for several hours...
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